what a dream seriously.

1st dream.

Andrew Garfield was staying in my house. apparently he was shooting some movie and his entourage decided to come my house to stay, as though my house is some cheap inn. anyways, he was outside my gate early in the morning and telling me that he's leaving for his flight already. he didnt tell me any much earlier and i didnt want him to go at that moment.

apparently, we've got this thing going on and we liked each other. standing there, we could do nothing cause we're separated by the gate. so i decided to unlock the gate and he was just standing there. for a moment, i had wanted to kiss him. (and i dont know why the hell am i typing this to everyone in the world....) but i didnt. instead, i told him to hang on a minute and i'll go down with him. i went to ask my dad for permission to go down since it was early in the morning and he said ok. just when i was about to head for the lift, someone else asked me to help them with something and i reluctantly did as well.

i was too engrossed with helping that person out that i forgot about Andrew Garfield totally. until someone came to remind me that she saw Andrew downstairs. so i rushed down but he was nowhere in sight. i tried to find him in all directions but i couldnt find him. :(

then i realised that i missed that chance.

and i woke up. omg i felt so sad when i woke up. why didnt i kiss him at that moment or at least hugged him! :( now i wouldnt have the chance to. sigh. :'(

i actually started to think about why i dreamt of Andrew Garfield. ok maybe cause i saw his Spiderman picture a few days ago. but i think it's because before i went to bed, i replied Haydn Christensen's tweet and it was Andrew Garfield who dm-ed me then to ask me to follow Haydn too. so mainly that was the link. i dont know man. secretly, i think Andrew Garfied incepted my dream and made me fall in love with him. seriously! if not where will like that! made me so sad and grumpy for that day. :'(

i went to school feeling all grumpy cause the damn train was so packed and unstable and i keep bumping into people and i hate having my private space invaded by people, especially men that i dont find attractive. if you're attractive, and you're standing quite close to me, i'm ok. but if you're not and you're standing in my private space, then NO. lol how practical. and the freaking gsr in school is like so freaking cold that we decided to leave the door open after awhile.

the only thing that made me happy was that my script was well-scripted (i think) and i went home to take a nap. basically, i did nothing when i got home. until at night.

OH. then comes my 2nd dream. when i napped. for like, 2hrs.

i cant rmb the starting now. but it was on a beach and i was doing something. east coast park to be exact. i think setting up a bbq? then at the corner of my eye, i see people in blue uniform running up and down the beach like in those family carnivals. then i realised i know those people. they were from MD. LOL. then i looked out into the sea and realised that there were some more blue people in little boats/rescue boats. so i dropped whatever i was doing and ran towards there. there were quite a lot of people crowding there and i got worried. did something bad happen?

then i realised they were welcoming them. and i saw evan helping those blue people get their bags and i was like, 'eh since when you're working again! never tell me! bo jio!' and he ignored me. i didnt cared about that answer. i only wanted to know when was mart coming back. so when he ignored me again, i shoved him in the shoulder and made him stop and tell me when mart's coming back. he told me march 20. (i dont know why march 20 either) and he got back to moving the bags into the huge container vehicle. :/ (somehow my dream exaggerate things uh.)

i.......dont know why i dreamt of that either. maybe cause he replied my email a few days ago. which was rare to the ultimate. mm.