actually i dont know how it started either. maybe i'm just feeling emo nemo these couple of days and the comment that i read just triggered it all.

(smirk)

what a joke.

i clearly remembered how i reacted. i read and almost immediately, tears fell. dramatic but true. and i just sat there to cry a few more moments before deciding to wipe them dry and go shower. URGH. the whole night my eyes was just on and off with tears while i was listening to songs that meant something, tweet about my sadness and replying to my friend and try to read my micro notes all at the same time. talk about multitasking.

i actually managed to finish a chapter. well, almost. just a few pages left which i did finish today. not bad at all. i was so tired of this emotions myself so i went to bed early. like, 11. or 1130.

i guess i was tired. mentally and maybe physically cause i've been waking up for too many days. (um, yes i've got 0830 class on mon, tues, fri, sat this week) plus all the stress from the mid-terms/case study/letter writing next week, damn.

sigh.