strange indeed.

so you might or might not want to know what my dream is about, but i'm just gonna write it down cause it'll help me to remember it. just sidetrack a lil, writing down or in fact tweeting your dreams, really does help in remembering them. it's been proven. by me. :P

ok anyway, yes it's about RBR again. the whole week or almost all days (cos maybe some days i didnt have a dream but i cant remember now), i've been dreaming about f1 or more like, RBR. i had Adrian Newey and Christian Horner at Pulau Ubin, i had Hannah and SVet yesterday, and today my dream is about TommiP.

TommiP, Finn, SVet's personal trainer and very much everything.

i dont know WHY i dreamt of him, i just did.

(ok cut the chase now)

though it's RBR, we were on a pitlane flying model airplanes. and by 'we', it's not TommiP and I. it's just 'many many people' and i remember 'we' (i think it's with my twitter mates) had 2 RedBull model planes but 3 remote controls. the 2 planes were flying in the air and we didnt know which 2 controllers were the right one so i just anyhow swerved the joystick and one of the planes made a turn in the air and landed somewhere behind me.

and i offered to go retrieve it.

finally found the plane and it turned out to have landed somewhere near where TommiP was. i dont exactly know what's he doing at that moment, maybe packing or just doing some stuff, but it was quite empty as compared to the other areas. so i got the airplane model and stayed to talk to him for awhile. then he had a crazy idea and asked me to hand over the airplane. he went on to tie some knots to the plane then he came back to take that remote control from me and he said, "you ready?"

i just stared at him and said, "wait a minute"

then i went to his work and retrieve a laptop from inside the airplane model (?!) and placed it nicely on his briefcase. he turned and said, "oh! i almost forget about that. thanks :)" i smiled and looked at the airplane, waiting for him to do something. and he did, the airplane flew up and there was this electronic sign attached to it and he made the plane turn to the left and right and this started to attract some attention. then he passed the controller to another RBR guy and he was flying the plane and we just stood there.

we just stood side by side and out of nowhere, i felt his hand over my shoulder. :/ and it was a moment before that i crossed my arms and placed my own hand on my shoulder and rest it there. so............what really happened was, he placed his hand over my hand which was over my shoulder. at that time, SO MANY things was going through my mind. what was he doing? should i put my hand down? omg i'm totally letting down Euis and Andrea and they're gonna kill me if they knew about this.

but i didnt do anything of that. i just let his hand rest on mine. in fact, i decided to grip his fingers with my thumb and he responded by squeezing my hand. i let go of that grip and interlocked my fingers in his. that was a lil uncomfortable so i undo that as well and we just went back to gripping each other's hands.

all these while standing side by side (ok more like i'm at his shoulder), not looking at each other, just hands touching and looking at the airplane. at least i was looking at the airplane, i dont know what he was looking at.

the moment was quite perfect actually. just standing there, not doing much. it might have been better if i had placed my hand on his waist and gripped his shirt. but that would have been too indiscreet.

and after i woke up i realised i cant, cause my hand was under his.

after the model plane landed, the crowd clapped and dispersed. he took his hand off and went on packing his stuff too. i helped him pack a little and we treated it like nothing happened. i laid my butt on one of his suitcase and after he was done packing, he came over to talk to me about some thing. about my future and university and what i'm going to do after that. adult talk. hmm.

and that was that. i dont know what happened next cause the moment was broken by my alarm. just in time.

STRANGE DREAM INDEED.

but it is so special, cos i never woke up from a dream blushing.